Going through the motions...

So here in limbo land we are going through the motions of our current everyday life... Patiently waiting and hoping for a big tick of approval followed by a phone call that says "we have a match for you.. Would you like to here some details about your kids".

The simple truth is unless you are walking this path it's very hard to grasp exactly what is going on and what you have to go through... No where else in the world do they ask for reference checks, financial capabilities, or look into your background before agreeing to let you have your own biological child... And I guess that us the real truth of it all ... We are in a position with one of us having a hostile uterus and non-compliant ovaries and the other having a not so healthy count and this path, this choice to go through adoption, and or permanent care has been left to us as one of our only options..

It's been such a long time since anyone has questioned it all, i was a little taken back the other day when someone did...

For us the "heart hoping pregnant" it's something we must face each day..
For most of us it isn't a continual battle to defend our position but for those who are just stepping upto and through the door that leads down this path, my thoughts and prayers go out to you... And I pray that you have a strong foundation of support that is there to stand with you no matter what comes ahead...

For right now back to do some dream washing ... You know the kind where you wish it was little socks, tops, and bits and pieces you were hanging out to dry..

Much grace

Kat xx

Yes there has been a name change

We have changed.... The blog name..
We thought it made a little more sense and was a little more fun and less analytical
We are now on the adoption and permanent care list..

You see, silly us didn't realise we could be on both lists so now we are .

It's all very exciting and our dreams have just expanded to the idea of having a little baby possibly...

So as we wait and see and explode from excitement and hope that overwhelms us, we hope you will pray with us for God to guide us in all things ..